hey everyone! if it isn't obvious, i'm not active on here anymore lol
so yeah, i won't really be here anymore, the social media i'm most active on for art is twitter, which i have a link to in my profile if anyone is interested. ummm i love my profile i think it's beautiful and my pride and joy and i'm sad i never got to finish it with my other two pairings, but it's a lost cause now. i won't be paying for the core subscription anymore so it will be gone soon. sad face...
i'm really sorry to anyone who still considers me a friend, but i really don't believe that's anyone, so another reason to go... the people i met on here are some of the most amazing and talented artists, but more importantly, some of my closest, bestest friends i ever had. to the ones i completely fucked up our friendship with: i have never made a bigger mistake in my entire life. i seriously regret it, and think about it at least once a week, cry about it like once a month, and i'm always hoping something could repair it, but i really don't believe that will ever happen. i need to accept my mistakes and move on, even though this has truly been one of my my most difficult transitions. i have legit never lost friends before this, and it is truly one of the greatest emotional pains i have ever felt. basically, i'm trying to express that i'm really, truly regretful and sorry for everything i did. and the pain i caused any of you. you don't deserve it, i hope you never think about me again. like, for real. i only want everyone's happiness out of this.
this is way longer than i wanted it to be, so i'm gonna put it in a journal as well.
i will not deactivate my account, i will always be here, but just not really active. i do want to preserve the art and good times i had here. who knows, i might even return one day.
thank you to everyone who made this time and experience some of the most fun i've ever had. i've learned to let go and draw whatever i want, regardless of anything else. art is supposed to be fun more than anything else.
always remember that.